July 4th, 2022.
I wrote this zine because of the complicated relationship I have with social media. It keeps me connected with the people important to me, but it makes me feel terrible sometimes. When I wrote this, I was just wanting to put my phone down and not have to look at it again.
You can either download the zine and follow the directions for folding it, or you can read all the poems in this document below. This zine is an eight page gate fold, here's how to assemble it. Fold it in half lengthwise so "phone bad," "intro," and the title page are on one side. Fold it in half so "doomscroller" and "idle idle idle," on the other side, are touching. Open that fold and fold "doomscroller" to the center so it's face to face with the haikus, and the same on the other side. The finished booklet should open up to show "intro" and "phone bad," which can then open up to show the poems on the inside."
» so... your bio says you write poetry? « yeah, I do, I suppose » and people read it? « I mean yeah, I hope so » is it any good? « I'd like to think as much, « I don't know. « But, I guess I don't care about « whether it's good. « It's about whether it « sticks with the person reading it. « wherever they go. » That sounds pretty lame ngl « oh lmao
Time to kill, check Twitter and Facebook and Instagram and Snapchat and Twitter and Snapchat. Check Messenger - no new messages. Then check Facebook and Twitter. Look through the 20 tabs in your browser. Resolve to sort those later. Check Messenger - no new messages. Check Snapchat and Facebook and Reddit and Twitter and Reddit again and Instagram. Check Messenger - no new messages. Check Twitter. Get frustrated, put your phone down. Deep breath inhale exhale Tap foot, look around the room. Check the time. Check Twitter and Facebook and Snapchat.
Scrolling scrolling scrolling scrolling There’s a text you need to find. 24 June, 2019 There’s a date that caught your eye. Everything was going well With “talk to you soon :)” their last goodbye, They donned a sheet and stopped responding And they faded out of sight. It’s been some few years now And moving on was for the best, ‘cause you can’t kill the ghost by fighting, just by laying them to rest.
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Reading haiku, you’re Reflexively counting your Fingers, just to check.
I posted that when I was 14. I didn’t even know what that was yet. Reflections of the past self become less of a mirror, more of a glimpse of myself in the passenger car window of a speeding car downtown at night.
Bad news bad takes bad world bad people bad places bad lives bad countries bad state actors bad corporations bad politics bad opinions bad words bad actions bad thoughts bad fucking everything— Bad weather When the 7-day forecast is nothing but doom And something even worse, coming soon. But you're scrolling and you're scrolling To recover dopamine From a post with good news, Something brain-rewarding. I could look away whenever I want to, So why aren't I looking away? Fear of feeling stupid, or being the same, Fear of being ignorant, or out of the loop, Fear of my addiction to impending doom.
Another terrible thing on the internet just knocked the wind out of me today. I don't even care To say what it was. I tossed my phone And it landed face-down and the screen fucking splintered. But I could only laugh As it lay there, pathetically, Like a piece of bread, butter-side-down. Pushed myself up off the bed And stepped over the useless thing. I giggled and think I said Something like "phone bad" And took a break From some misery Not worth thinking about.